My brother lost the battle with his demons, 2 days ago on the 5th..2 days after his 44th birthday. He left behind a wife and 2 kids, his mother, his father and his siblings. It doesn't matter how dark it gets, how alone you feel, how alone you want to feel...there is ALWAYS SOMEONE who will mark your passing with mournful sorrow and tears. Meaning that there is ALWAYS SOMEONE to talk to, someone close, someone you see everyday but don't talk to, a complete stranger...The road is long, you will make it, one step at a time.