Azmodeus

I long for the mountains so fertile and green,
It has been so long since I have been home it feels like a dream.
This place has a beauty all its own,
But, its nothing compared to the beauty of my home.
Trees ever green, lakes, ponds, rivers and streams,
I miss my mountain home so much I could scream.
The trees so green or the bare stone,
This place I call home can chill to the bone.
Even in the dead of winter blanketed in white,
This place I yern for frees me from strife.


Maybe more will come to me later on this.. what started out a journal has become a poem of the place I miss. Summertime in the mountains of northwestern Washington  there is no place like it that I have been as traveled as I have come to be deep in the forested mountains of washington is the only home for me.

First off i do not own any rights to this song in any way shape or form, it simply struck a chord and those that know, know....


Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the lie forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Killing loneliness

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me..

All rights to this song belong to the band H.I.M.

Have been remodeling a house the last month and a half or so...slow going and gaudy colors are making me sick..feels like crayola spewed its failure colors in the main room but thats the way the customer wants it....bleh..currently i havr nothing to do atm cause poly takes a loooong time to dry....feck I am hungry but no lunch, and shyte feckin sucks..did manage to post a couple things tho i posted one with the wrong title..  :/   this is what happens when I post from my phone I suppose.

So I have a couple things to post but my phone won't do it..the site seems to stop working when I hit submit...so they shall have to wait until I have more than 2 minutes of free time..also I find it hilarious that when you are at work you will have called me at least twice by now knowing full well that I am most probably hanging drywall or running electrical wiring through a maze of ceiling studs...yet on your day off I get not even a single text from you...now the debate begins within as to whether what you say is true or if you are merely trying to convince yourself because you are terrified to go out into the world on your own...my money is on the latter, rather than the former...si vic pacem parrabellum,  nemo mi impune laccesit....

They say the things we do in life will echo in the halls of eternity....
I say the things we do in life will echo in the halls of eternity only if you take the red pill...